I HAVE TO MOVE ON!

hello again.

This is my second post.

yeah, my blog now is "I HAVE TO MOVE ON!"

4 months have passed since my group got broken and separated. For a small problem that got worse and some came out of a decision that we all don't want to happen. So bad because it happened 2 days after our anniversary. Before that day, we were all happy and complete then after few days, (that was August 27) for a small thing, it got worse. Misunderstanding, that was the cause of our separation. It's so pathetic!

Now, I've move on from that incident. I mean, we've all move on. Yeah, the pain is still there, will always be there when I think of it. So, I made another group now. I mean, it's not a group. It's a band. Sad to say, we don't play instruments. We're still planning for the things we're gonna do this month. Hopefully, this Feb.26, we'll have our very first song. Actually, it's not an original song. We'll be covering songs of HSJ and other singers. So, the members are still us. Me, Yuki, Ruka, Yume and Rie. We're called the YURIEKA (ゆりえか）.It is a mixture of our Japanese names (Riko, Yuki, Rika, Yume and Rie). I'm the one who thought about that name. Originally, it came from the word Eureka which means "I got it". In our name, it doesn't have any meaning even if you translate it in Japanese to English.

Anyway, we're all happy in where we are now. Sad to say, in our former group, we have bad feelings to them. Yes, honestly, we have. Especially me and Rika. Yeah, it's really hard to martyr and now I'm letting it out. I don't care if they happen to read this. It's better if they do so that they would be awakened and realize something.
And they would know how I feel towards them.

First, I really felt bad in they're doing. I'm not stopping them to make friends with Flip. It's just it feels so wrong. I mean, I can feel that there's something wrong going on. Yes, I'm very happy for them because they found new friends. I just want them to know that if they need someone and they're not there to be with them, we're still here.
This is what I really meant: if they turned their back to you, we'll be here and we're not gonna turn our backs.

Second, this is really the hardest thing I felt. We're like "air" to them. You know why? Every time we see each other, yeah, we're not ignoring each other. Sometimes, I just ignore them because I want them to be the first one to grab my attention. But look what they're doing? Ano ba? Parang hangin lang pala kami sa inyo eh? Bakit ayaw niyo pang sabihin ng harap-harapan sa amin? Ignorance is my new best friend? Is that your new theme song? How pathetic you are!