Feeling of Sadness

..konnichiwa, minna..

..I'm totally not in the mood right now..

..I really felt alone and sad now..

..maybe I'm just bored or something..

..but it's really strange..

..I started listening to sad songs that would make my feelings worse..

..I wasn't able to fangirl this time..

..am I depressed???..

..nooooooo!..

..I hate depression..

..I even started to hate my ichiban [Chii-kun, hounto ni gomenasai >.<]

..gaaaaaaaaah~!!!..

..I really hate this!..

..no one's even talking to me..

..even my mom..

..even my friends..

..they're online but they're also not in the mood to talk to me..

..how I wish I could have someone to talk right now..

..I'm really sad..

..no matter what I do, I can't feel happiness..

..geeeez..*sigh*

..what shall I do?..

..oh gosh!..

..I'm starting to be an EMO..

..aaaaaaaaah!!!..

..what the heck is wrong with me?..

..Bipolar? Hypo?..

..waaaaaaah!!!..

..I'm gonna be crazy...

..I also want to cry right now..