...you know what's the reason why I can't face you?..
...it's the pain!!!...
...you're too sensitive...
...I thought that attitude of yours is gone already...
...but here it goes again...
...I know you've been saving our friendship and so I am...
...I've asked you questions but you didn't even answer...
...I've been for your answer...
...I really wanted to hear it from YOU, not from Shaira or anybody else...
"I planned to quit because of that - the taking sides thingy. ROFL~. I never took sides - and I never will in your case. "
...you said this part...
...we're not taking sides, okay?
...we never take sides...
...so, amo na gle?...
...if I'm in your situation, you won't take side?
...fine!
...you've been my bestfriend for so many years already...
...you know me, I know you...
...btw, we're not blaming you, nor blaming other people...
...it's just that, you did something wrong...
...it's not only you kept quiet and complained in order to save the group...
...if it's painful on your part, so much pain is on me...
...I'm supposed to talk to you personally but it's so painful that the words won't come out of me...
...back to the taking sides thing...
...we're just together [me, aia, mai & sab] coz we have the same feeling...
...it's not taking sides...
...you just misunderstood those things...
...you just thought that Jill & Shaira didn't take sides coz they don't know what we feel...
...they don't know what really happened...
about this thing:
. i think you wouldn't know because you haven't experienced this yet .. :)
.. if only you know what i really feel ..
.. it hurts ..
.. this may be the most painful thing that you have ever done to me .. :)
.. if only you know what i really feel ..
.. it hurts ..
.. this may be the most painful thing that you have ever done to me .. :)
...what do you mean?
...you think I haven't experienced this??
...FYI, I experienced this a lot of times...
...you don't know coz you don't listen...
...and I'm not planning to tell all of you...
...on the group, it's not my decision if it's still existing...
...almost all of us thinks it won't last...
...maybe my instincts became true...
...honestly, I really don't know what I'm typing...
...it's my heart that speaks, and my hands are the one saying it...
...so, I really felt bad...
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