It's Already Obvious

..haizzz..

..I have a problem again..

..a problem I hate to tell anyone..

..but I can't help it..

..I have to let this out before it worsen..

..and before I get mad at them more..

..haizzz..

..I really can't stop myself from worrying..

..can't stop from thinking about these things..

..I can't even sleep at night..

..every morning, this is the first thing that I would remember..

..now my heart's full of anger, worries, questions and a lot of things..

..why can't they tell us about it?..

..can't we have the right to know about it?..

..why are they just hiding it from us?..

..you know what, maybe this thing can lead to a very serious problem..

..a hidden SECRET between friends can lead to BROKEN FRIENDSHIP..

..I don't know if that can happen for others but for me, it can be..

..hiding a secret can be a form of lying..

..am I right?..

..just correct me if I'm wrong..

..anyways, I've been asking them what's happening..

..but they're answers are all "NOTHING!"..

..sometimes it's "IT'S NOT YET THE RIGHT TIME"..

..if only they knew how painful it is in my part..

..they said that "THERE'S NO SECRET THAT SHOULD BE HIDDEN"..

..it's a promise that we all did & followed..

..but now, why is not followed?..

..now I understand that PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN..

..all promises are broken..

..some promises are not broken..

..but in my case, it's all broken..

..right now, I've been thinking on what I'm going to do..

..I'm thinking that what if I quit?..

..I'm not yet sure if I'm serious..

..but I'm still thinking about it..

..haizzz..

..thinking about these things makes me almost cry..

..my heart's so heavy that I don't want to talk to anyone..

..it's so complicated..

..I really don't know what to do know..

..now, they're still keep on hiding it..

..they don't know that it's already obvious..

..it's obvious on their text messages..

..didn't they notice?..

..geez..

..okay, it ends right here now..

..I'mma post another one if there's still more..

..bye2x!..